I have been feeling stagnant lately. It seems like I am starting to be comfortable in my home, on my own. This doesn't leave any room for my husband to come home and be a part of the family again. He has started visiting the children more regularly, but it appears to me that he is also starting to get comfortable with living away from the house, and coming to visit occasionally.
I don't want this situation to become comfortable for us! When it becomes comfortable, that is when changes are harder to make. I just feel like nothing is moving right now, everything is just standing still.
In my prayer time the Lord has been bringing many verses to my mind about waiting on the Lord. So is this really being stagnant and not feeling like anything is moving, or is this waiting for the Lord with the unknown, the unseen? Who is to say the Lord is not moving in my husband's life, moving on his heart? Just because I don't see it doesn't mean it's not happening. I am waiting on the Lord right now, being patient on the Lord's timing, the one virtue I don't have... patience!!
Psalm 34:4- I sought the Lord and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears
Isaiah 30:18- Therefore the Lord will wait, that He may be gracious to you; And therefore He will be exalted, that He may have mercy on you. For the Lord is a God of justice; Blessed are all those who wait for Him.
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